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My workplace was closing due to a Weis takeover.

I had a choice to make.

In the quiet moments, I felt an undeniable pull to let go of the job. Although we were invited to interview for positions with the new store, I had that feeling—you know, the one in the pit of your stomach when you realize a tough decision is looming.

I felt the nudge to turn my full attention to my music, specifically Double Keyed’s upcoming Christmas album—the one featuring the London Symphony Orchestra (LSO).

But honestly? I hesitated. The security of my day job was comforting, and I really liked the job. As a musician, steady income has been a challenge ever since March 2020.

I had a plan: save every paycheck for two years so I could eventually focus entirely on the album. In the meantime, I was juggling it all—day job, gigs, fundraising, and practice—doing some serious multitasking. But as I sat in the meeting where they announced the takeover, a quiet certainty settled in—I needed to let go.

The problem? I was only seven months into my two-year financial goal.

And then, a small voice whispered: Do you trust me?

My gut response? No, I don’t.

That moment stopped me in my tracks. It revealed something deeper—I had some serious inner work to do. As the Portraits of White lady, I’ve spent years encouraging others to acknowledge the pain points in their souls, knowing that when addressed in a healthy way, they always lead to growth.

Now, it was my turn to take my own advice. Why do I struggle to trust?

A few weeks later, while browsing in Barnes & Noble, a book practically jumped off the shelf: I Want to Trust You, But I Don’t.

Message received.

So now, my journal and I are tackling this trust thing, one day at a time.

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LSO: More Than Just an Orchestra

Learning to trust means letting go—of fear, control, and anything standing in the way.

That’s why I’ve adopted another meaning for LSO:

Losing Significant Obstacles—decluttering my office, my studio, and most importantly, my soul.

Because if I truly want to trust, I have to make space for what’s next.

Here’s how I’m making room for growth:

✔ Identify what’s holding me back. Name it. (Fear, in my case.)

✔ Move it out of the way. Whether it’s physical clutter or mental roadblocks, start clearing space.

✔ Replace it with something better. Growth isn’t just about letting go—it’s about choosing what to bring in.

With a clearer mind and workspace, I’ve made a firm commitment: to become the best piano player Double Keyed has ever had. (Don’t tell Frances—LOL!)

To help with that, I tried a new rule: no phone or technology until noon. And you know what? It’s been life-changing for my practice time. I’m keeping the rule—at least for a few more weeks. I’ll keep evaluating the effectiveness of the new rule. But by then, it will probably be a habit.

A good one.

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So here’s to a year of music, trust, and losing those pesky obstacles together.

What’s one obstacle you’re ready to clear away?

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About Frances Drost

Frances Drost is a singer-songwriter, Billboard-charting artist (Double Keyed), speaker, and author with a passion for helping others find hope and inspiration through life’s challenges.

Her Barnes & Noble Bestseller, Portraits of White: Hope and Inspiration for Those Who Struggle with the Holidays, weaves together heartfelt stories, music, and personal reflections to guide readers toward a more meaningful and joyful season.

With over two decades of experience in music and storytelling, Frances blends authenticity with artistry, offering relatable insights for anyone navigating grief, loneliness, or the complexities of holiday traditions.

Discover more of Frances’ inspiring journey—and practical tips for overcoming holiday struggles—in Portraits of White, available now wherever books are sold.

🎶 Download a free song from the Portraits of White album at FrancesDrost.com/Miracles.

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